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singedsun: cate blanchett in a pink suit and sunglasses (tom)
So this is overdue, but let me tell you about the last two days of GenCon.

So I slept deep Friday night after the Critical Role live show and woke up Saturday morning not at all wanting to go to my morning game. Not because I wasn't excited to play Bluebeard's Bride (because I was), but I was sore and I didn't want to walk and I felt like I could just sleep forever. But as Matt was getting ready to go, I told him to wait while I quickly got myself together enough to get up and go to the show.

I'm so glad I decided to get up and go to the morning game. Bluebeard's Bride is a game I kickstarted and have really enjoyed reading and looking at (the books are BEAUTIFUL) but hadn't had a chance to play. It's a game based on the folk tale of Bluebeard and each player in the game plays an aspect of his bride. It's a dark game, with mature themes, but it's a really great cooperative experience. There's a "ring" that's passed around the table, a token representing the bride's wedding ring. Whoever has the ring is the aspect of the bride that is taking charge. The aspect in charge, chooses a key of the house to use. The storyteller/dungeon master/groundskeeper for the game describes the room that fits that key and what the bride finds inside. Then it's up to the whole group to decide how they react and act within that room.

We had a small group for the game, but it was perfect for this experience and our groundskeeper was really amazing. Like with the Masks game, we decided ahead of time what was and wasn't acceptable at the table before the game started and she kept everything within those boundaries while still making the story horrifying in its own way.

The room we were in for the game was busy, and unfortunately by the end of the three hours or whatever, I was really starting to feel overwhelmed by the noise and cutting through that distraction to listen. I definitely have people limits and while I wasn't necessarily physically tired, I was really feeling the mental wear of all the people. Matt and I swept through the dealer's hall after my game because I REALLY wanted to buy the tarot cards and item cards that can be used with Bluebeard's Bride. We picked those up and a few other things and then went back to the hotel room for a few hours.

We met up with our friend again for a late lunch about a ten minute drive from the convention to get away from the crowds and just hang out for a little while that had nothing to do with GenCon. I was supposed to have an afternoon game of Zweihander, which I was looking forward to playing, but I just didn't have the energy for it. So for the rest of the evening, we just stayed in the hotel. We ventured down to the hotel restaurant for a really late dinner when we were hungry again and we weren't the only ones there. Several other GenCon groups looked as worn out as we did, quietly eating their own dinners and resting for the night.

Sunday morning, once we were dressed and ready, we packed everything into the car and drove up for our last game. So Thursday, Matt had entered this card game tournament on a whim and managed to place. The follow-up for it was Sunday morning, about an hour into the Warhammer Fantasy game we had tickets for together. He explained to the GM the situation and he spent the first hour with our group as a Wizard before ducking out for his tournament (he didn't win but walked away with a free game expansion).

The Warhammer Fantasy game was so much fun, probably my favorite of the weekend if I'm honest. I snagged the Witch Hunter character before anyone else had a chance, and I played her to the absolute fullest degree. Our group started in a carriage, our driver attacked and the horses wildly pulling us off course. I climbed out of the carriage, quickly assessed that the drive was beyond saving and kicked him off the carriage. I saved our party and entire battle with that one action, leaving the driver behind for the beastmen to attack while we got away (after getting the horses back under control). From there, our group (a full table of people who all knew the great wonders of Warhammer Fantasy already) just dove right in to everything.

I had such a good time with that game/table of players.

Also, during that game, I stepped away for a few minutes to meet up with a very very old friend of mine who happened to be at GenCon this year. I hadn't seen her in probably a decade at this point and we had a very quick, but heart-warming reunion in the hall outside the room I was gaming in. Oh man, I can't explain what it meant really to meet up with her again, but it was such a good moment and the combination of that reunion with the fun I was having at the Warhammer game just made my heart happy for the last day.

By the time we were ready to leave, I just felt like I'd had such a fulfilled weekend even if I didn't get to all the games I had planned to. We drove home, collected our dogs from a friends house on the way, and had a nice Sunday night and Monday of recovery. It was the perfect kind of vacation to have before things get weird for a few months.
singedsun: artwork of Yasha Nydoorin from Critical Role by nil_elk on twitter, character played by Ashley Johnson (yasha)
Despite my knee being a real pain during the convention, I still had a ton of fun at GenCon. As I mentioned before, I just had to listen to my body and pay attention when I knew either the pain or the normal exhaustion of being around people all day was getting to me. I've had Fibromyalgia for more than 15 years now, so that second part gets easier all the time.

We drove up Wednesday, a pretty easy drive all things considered. It's about an eight hour drive, and we only stopped a few times for breaks and food. We rented a car this year in order to save our new car on the mileage. We also learned our lesson last year and had our tickets shipped to us in advance. Matt's event tickets didn't come in the package though, due to something he likely didn't check when buying them so after we arrived at the hotel he went up and had to stand in line for them. It's a hella long line though, even on Wednesday night the end of the line was all the way outside the convention center. I was just thankful not to have to stand there. Last year I was sick as a dog when we arrived, but you can only get your badge with a license so I had to stand in line for my own badge and I was miserable.

Anyway. If you want descriptions of the games I had lined up, I did a little of that over in this post. There were only three of us for Thursday morning's game of Illimat but the benefit was that we got a pretty personal and in-depth explanation of how the game plays. It's a pretty easy game to pick up and I enjoyed having time to play a few rounds kind of stress free. We spent just an hour or so playing so afterwards I had enough time to meet up with a friend and wander the dealer's hall for a little bit. My knee wouldn't take too much wandering and my friend went to gather some food for her friends who were in a game so I went outside the dealer's hall to the massage booth and had myself a nice, relaxing massage. It was great. It at least let me relax a bit before my afternoon Honey Heist game.

The afternoon game of Honey Heist was... chaotic to say the least. There were two pre-teens in the game without parents, and a married couple, me and another guy. The GM was clearly pantsing the story, which isn't abnormal for that kind of game, but he didn't do the best job of keeping the group together or on task. He did try and make us all feel involved in the story, but there was a lot of plots at odds and about halfway through, I was kind of wondering why we kept going because we'd more than met the goal of our mission. It was an okay game, but I'm not sure I'd say I had a good time. The funniest part though was that at the table next to me was a guy I work with. I didn't really get to talk to him for more than a few minutes, so I look forward to chatting with him this week to see what he did with his GenCon. I know his table was playing Dark Heresy, which is a game I've always been interested in trying out.

While I waited for Matt to finish the fencing class he signed up for, I stepped into the Hacking in Media panel I had a ticket for. I didn't stay for the whole thing, but it was a definitely interesting take on how the media portrays infosec and hacking, and if they do it again next year, I absolutely want to go back. Once Matt was ready though we headed back to the hotel room and while I tried to stay up for a little while, I inevitably fell asleep watching YouTube and just crawled in bed.

Friday I only ended up going to my morning game, which was a game of Masks called Phoenix Academy. We had a full table for this one. It's a game where everyone plays a teenage superhero. I played a archetype called The Janus, the kind of hero that's doing their best to keep their real identity a secret, even at their high school for superheroes. This was a really fun adventure, we had a great GM and everyone at the table was really nice, accommodating and willing to work within the story. Once we got going, I really enjoyed this one and while I don't think it's something I'm likely going to play again, it was definitely worth trying out.

After my morning game I just knew that there was no way I was going to make it through my afternoon game, I was tired and a little overwhelmed by how many people were in the room I was in at other games. Plus, Friday night was the Critical Role live show and I figured it'd be a great time to rest before that, because it's SO LOUD and there's SO MANY people in that theater. So I took a nap at the hotel before meeting my friend for dinner and then heading to the live show.

THAT LIVE SHOW THOUGH. It was really good. Of course my knees hated the balcony seats, but other than that, the show was amazing. I love seeing the cast live and listening to the audiences reactions to what's happening in the game, which I feel like just heightens the exciting moments. If I could go to more of their live shows, I totally would. Since I can't I just have to hope they keep doing the ones at GenCon every year. I was dead tired after the show though and in a good deal of pain, so getting back to the hotel and getting to sleep.

So the first two days were pretty great. This is a long post though so I'll cover the second two days later, in which there are more game shenanigans. I also want to talk about the games we grabbed while we were there and when I thought I won something. Look for more soon.
singedsun: artwork of Yasha Nydoorin from Critical Role by nil_elk on twitter, character played by Ashley Johnson (yasha)
It's been more than a week and my knee is STILL in pain, although I think that finally my delicate treatment of it is finally paying off. Unfortunately, it's not quite better enough for the amount of walking I'm about to undertake in the rest of the week/end. In the morning we are taking off for GenCon in Indianapolis. I have at least two games scheduled for each day of the convention, and we are not staying in a hotel near to the convention this year so we'll be doing some parking and walking and then more walking between the convention center and Lucas Oil stadium.

If you're unaware, GenCon is a fifty year old four day gaming convention for board & table top games. Although these days they do have video games and a writer's track of panels and a variety of other activities. It's a lot of good fun, and this is my sixth or seventh year going I think? I've learned over time that I can't do everything there, but if I scheduled a game or two a day, I feel as though I've gotten my monies worth out of the event.

Of course the last three years, there's been a Critical Role show happening one night of the convention. It's an off-site theater you don't need convention badge to attend, so it's pretty well-attended by the fans. I didn't go the first year because I didn't have friends to go with, but last year I was able to go with a friend who had tickets through D&D themselves and it was SUCH a good time I had to buy tickets for the show this year. So Friday night, that's where I'll be: as part of one of the loudest theater audiences in attendance of any show, ever.

As far as games go, I've got a good variety of options. I'm doing both a Honey Heist & Crash Pandas game -- these are games with minimal rules and extremely crazy plots. In Honey Heist the characters play criminal bears in search of honey. And in Crash Pandas the characters play racing raccoons. These should be crazy games. I managed to nab one of the few games of Bluebeard's Bride that's being run, which I'm really interested in. I backed the Kickstarter a few years ago but haven't yet had the chance to play it. In Bluebeard's Bride everyone plays an aspect of the Bride and it's sounds twisted and dark and wonderful. The writing and art for the game is really special.

My husband and I both signed up for games of Illimat and Warhammer Fantasy, both games we own but haven't been able to play. I LOVE the older version of Warhammer Fantasy, it's one of my absolute favorite gaming settings, and I really miss not being able to play it these days. I've also signed up for a game of the Dragon Age RPG, which I've tried to play before but haven't been able to. Dragon Age is a setting I know VERY VERY well though, so I'm interested to see how the game plays. I have played other games with a similar rule set though, so I don't feel like there's much learning involved there. Illimat is a card game designed by a pretty famous game designer in conjunction with the band, The Decemberists. The design and layout is very reminiscent to me of a Tarot layout.

Then the other two games I have are Zweihander -- which is a very close love letter to Warhammer Fantasy. The creator actually lives here in Kansas City and was kind enough to give my husband a copy of the game. I've flipped through it several times looking for character ideas, but it is a THICK read so I would not even try to attempt a game in that setting on my own yet. And lastly (although not in the schedule, just in this list) a game of Masks, which is a superhero setting I've heard good things about. I used to play a lot of Aberrant which is the White Wolf superhero setting and I loved it. Masks is done by the same game company that did Bluebeard's Bride.

It's going to be a very busy weekend but hopefully a good one, despite my knee injury. I have lots of good meds and braces, I always take a cane with me to help when I get tired, so hopefully it won't be too bad. Once I get/stay up and moving, my knee doesn't hurt too bad and as long as I'm gentle with it at night, I think I've given myself plenty of time each night to recover for the next day.

Preparing for this vacation has been a little strange though, because I'll only be back for a few days before I have surgery. Today was my last day at work this week and then Tuesday morning I have my pre-op appointments before my surgery on the following Monday, the 12th. The new manager at work has been sitting with me, but I don't know how effective my time with her has been given that I've been preparing for both this vacation and covering for someone else who was out on vacation too. My stress about leaving my team for two months after my surgery is definitely increasing and I'm hoping to give myself a small break from that this weekend since I'll be so busy with fun things. Wish me luck.